Youth Mass

the youth mass was a HUGE success and i really mean HUGE.was really fun and good though..i was hell busy though.anywaes i just started to be close to the youth comm and genesis ppl. its lyk i know how alex feel now.they are lyk sorta bette den RG.its lyk nowadays i mix with jason a.k.a mee swa boy.rachel.horey.thersa.christie.joshua nad the list goes on..haha ooh i cant wait 4 youth mass im gonna have a hectic week and i decided to elaborate more into youth mass when i update.tired now..

omg.its like...

omg..i had my first tution lesson in years.i cant believe i actually had it.gawsh.the tutor was reakky nice.and she wasnt some syupid china toad at least.she understood english...that rocked..!!!!haha anyways.today im lyk super tired.sch was kinda horid though.i almost fell asleep during physics and lyk i was so tired...and i wasnt feeling that good.well after sch i went to this sun plaza park at tamp with [asyraff.aizzat.zul.akmal.syaqirin.azri.]and lyk OMG i was lyk totally shocked ta c fadzli.benson.DIYANA there.i lyk totally miss diyana.she's my god sis that i haven met in years...those were the days at marine parade lib...those were the glory days...haha.im starting to sound damn ol'.haha. i cant wait to meet mariko.jemie.bernice.ian and all...i miss them just like without seeing them for ONE DAY!!!!they are just FUN-NER then most of my other friends i use to hang around .tmr i ahve modelling..i cant meet them...aww...im so sadd.=(...i hope wednesday or thursday we can meet for cheese prata.my FUN-NER friends just rock my socks...haha.im so over ya con.but i have feelings. but i just dunno who izzit for.so nonsense..hmph..cant believe he called mae a bitch..(jonathan tan u are a f*ckin ball-less.mr- talk -too-much-complain-king.all ya know is ta get peeps inta trouble..trouble maker.are ya a bitch that like bitching about your friends to their parents...oh i forgot ur best friends are your friend's parents.you just enjoy seeing ya friends get into trouble...dun ya enjoy it??asshole...oops i din know ya had one.)i hope he read this man.lols..anyways..im lyk kinda busy..will blogg soon...

sick...

im SICK!!!!! thats like bad and good news...good its lyk cuz i dun have to go sch.bad is lyk cuz i cant go out..i feel lyk a bloody prisoner.but like everything has its PROs and CONs its life...life's a fricking bitch.like wada hell.anyways im like damn happy i no need to take PE for a week.im talking to my dearest darhhlingg JEMIE....haha she's like going back to shang hai.nnnnnnnnoooooooo dunn go backkk to that horrible place.all of us know u hate it there.im gonna miss you hell alot.haha btw jonathan is with christine omg can total miss match can.wada hell.i love my current besties...i love 'em all.esp ian.jemie.janelle.con.lesley.melissa.bernice.mariko. and many more.i cant wait 4 tmr im going out .and sunday too...go tm again i think.i cant wait la...im so anxious.anyway i finally found out who the mysterious nadira is.she's ok but i dunn find her what can.anyway i cant be bothered with him.i'd rather all of us all stay as friends cuz steads come and go but not friends are forever.so i made my decision already.anyways.im gonna stop cuz im wordless i dunno what to write...haha okays chao.signing off.

complicated perplexed life...

so yes life kinda sucks at the moment.its wth can his stupid ex went to message him hey baby and stuff.im ean its kinda obvious that we like each other and we were lyk almost together and she had to bloddy spoil it.anyways im still not over you and i still have the thing for you but my question is that i really do not know what you are thinking and all.why patch when you know im around i do not know who's the 3rd party now.its so messed up...and guess what? that is what my life and everyone else's life is about complication and complications and more of it.so yes life is a real rough road ahead im still 15 i have to face life for about what 30?40 ?50 over more years down the road.so yeah anyways lets talk about some other stuff..so far attachment is all cool and fine and all.love's in the air but den again not so much.although there are pl who like me but still i really like con but dira's back.ian said its ool to wait but i really dunno how long to wait.days weeks months years how long can my patients last? i just wonder why life's so screwed this year.hmmz...anyways recently im back at stage.its cool there still the same1 nothing has change.so yeah.lyk omg i really cant wait for the upcoming youth mass and st pius day .i cant wait...i will blog when my life changes again yeah.
signing off....

so i finally realise. . .

hmms.so yeah i found another boy! I LOVE BAD BOYS!!! anyways lately i have been going to stage.and i found this new and fantastic place to buy ciggeretts.wooo..so fricking cheap man.hahas i love my baby boy he so sweet yeah.its lyk we lyk each other omg! anyways hanging arnd atage is fun. mixing around with [ian.les.another melissa.conrad.omar.joshua.selvan.nihkil.michael.and many many more] hahas lotsa stuff has been happening so much ta do with so lil time...omg its 2 more months to my birthday looking forward to it but not the exams urgh just hate the exams.its lyk who doesnt hate it. for your information everyone IM NOT LESBIAN AND NEITHER AM I A BIMBO so stop saying im one when i m not .you should know who you are.anyways i decided not to talk to that bastard he's fucked i hate him fricking ex boyfriend.sweetie you are the only one that found the way to my heart i just love the way ya play the guitar im totally gaga over ya!anyways i so gotta go now..