youth mass was like wth yest.very little people lols.we sang we sang well.the choir was rocking to one way.jonathan tan hada ruin the fun what a ruiner.he suck la.what an asshole la.haha i had fun before prac i was at bryan's place.his rents were freaky.then we went down to church.after mass during fellowship liana.ruth.les all kept asking who bryan is matthew and rory too.why he is he so wanted huh?lols.im shocked.i was disturbing chander and gustine for fun.haha.after that we kept evrything then headed to bear gardens.susan accidentaly triggered the alerm while we were waiting for her.lol.haha. then at bear garden we were talking and all til like 3am went home late.[im sorry i did that but i just hope u guys understand i wanna do what i want i need a social life.why dun u guys understand.im independant.i know whats wrong and right.im not like last year anymore.ive changed i hope u all see that and understand.]but anyways who cares.yesterday was one freezzingish day.during mass jon desker was annoying.haha.urgh i cant stand it la.lols the smart nut.he's mad.pui-pare man..lol.fling wide your heavenly gates.pui pare the way of the risen lord....sighs jon jon jon joker of the day he such a good friend.haha.everyone is my friend,...i dunno what ta say anymore.urgh...whatever im gones.

the pic above was at felix's party.felix.bry.mahself.lusha.kailin.

yups so yes last night was ONE HECK OF A NIGHT.

after mah tution he picked me up we went to suntec.

marina andmillenia.anyways.we saw basile

he gave me a wierd look which mad me like wth la.

hahas.then we went to candy empire after that

we went to visit sacha at ben & jerrys.

had nice nice ice cream.hmms.we were walking around

then had dinnerare carl'sJr.lols.he brought me to THIS PLACE

which was fucking cool and fucking nice i

loved the view.omg he so sweet pls.i love him so much.

urgh i bet everyone cant stand me la

im always talking bout him.mah dearest darhhlingg BRYANN.

hmmm i guess i already decided to buy u that....for christmas.hmm'

should i?i think i should.haha baby do u love bear so much lol.

mah sweetest sin i love ya.honey thanks fer always being there for me throughout

everything helping me thru all this shit.

i cant wait for the 4th of dec.im sure he has thought of it.

urgh he's super sweet.annoying.thoughful.caring.lovely.irritating.haha yups thats him.

anyways.claire REJECTED russ why is this happening

i want claire to be back with russ they look so good together

omg im so help russ get her back.ugh.jo and chitty had their 1st month yesterday.he baked a fucking cake for her thats fucking sweet.

omg.haha.okays.im just MAD. this is kukufied.so yes i shall stop here.

back from con camp.

okays.i came back last week from camp just didnt find the mood to blog yets.til now because im bored and its cold.i mean brr its cold there must be some toros in the the atmospere.hmm.i mean super cold.anyways last monday after camp bryan came to pick me up then we had prata then we walked.and sat down.i fucking miss bryan the most.camp was damn FUN but i miss him.during camp i was closer to melissa cheong.justin.tai.shannon.jeanette.nicole. shann .liana.gabrina[shane james].binx[bianca].caroline.pang[nicole chua].michelle[frankie george] and everyone.we did some warn fuzzy thing which was cool writing messages to everyone.i got like 20 messges not bad huh? hahas.con camp was certianly meaningful.enriching.but yet fun.then i rested for one day after that for the rest of the week i was helping a.aud for the opats schoolhouse associates concert.the associates are[[ priase kids.Our Junior Schoolhouse[OJS].kids space.masterpiece.eureka.brookevale]]yups.was with gab.rueben.petrina and timothy.had fun.on wednesday after the rehersal i was at suntec and i saw sacha.she gave me ice cream so cool she is damn nice.yup then we were talking about stuff for a while.anywaysyups evrything was going on the same til thursaday after rehersal i went to meet baby when he was at parkway i had to do that missed him too much yuppers.i love chicken! i dunno why im having craving for chicknen.fortunately its wearing off.lolfriday was quite slack.saturday was tiring teached home only around 1.after the condert we cleared up loaded evrything then we went to goodwood park hotel for supper had porridge.and we went to the oub near by for drinks danced for a while then all of us when home.yupshad a really good time.sunday i went church then went to meet bryan.yups i love him too much.he super nice.hmmm yups i shall blog soon.im so tired now....

love...

i feel so loved when he is around me.
i feel loved when he talks to me.
i feel very loved when he kiss me and hug me
is that what love is about?
baby i love you so much that
i do not want anyone to snatch ya
away from me.

BABY i love you.thanks for telling me
that u will never leave me cause i know
you wouldnt.i love you so much.
right! so we have been together for
a week but it seems so long.
i so do not want to let go and i wouldnt
cuz i know u so trust that i will not.
and i obviously do not want to.

hmm.this is basically what i feel.
yest when i was at ya place staring
stright at ya eyes i just feel the affection
you have for me.you are so OMG! pls!
i just cant wait for the one month.
yupp i cant wait.

yessss....tmr im going for my con camp.
coolness and im going for it.woohoo!
cant wait.hmmm 3 of them no 4 including mark.
hmm.sabotage time.i think im gonna be the only
idiot mixing with the facils and helpers
what to do...rey.kus.baby.mark.haha.
cant waitt.

omfg.bryan is going to cut his haire
and im gonna go shopping at PP
while the rest is at fricking town
i wanna go town.i haven tuch town
for a while i miss mah towners
farah chew.tok tok.kent.violet.
jerry.KT.xiao bai.CMC.and many many more.
mirdat.C kow.C tan.cumming.lawlar.
blah blah and the list goes on.
hahahaha=)

anyways i will blog soon.going out soon..
mahh dirty secrets...

dreams indeed do come true

The Precious One

it all started when my baby

ask me to be his at the aiport

on the 4th of novenmber

at the airport T1 cafe ritazza

okays i guess im too spefic.

muhahaha

ooooohhh im so in love with him.

but im not possesive or

whatever okay

i mean he loves me alot also

!omg i guess dreams do come true.

i guess i finally tasted what jo is tasting

the taste of love which is

just too goddamn sweet

really hope it last for the longest time.

this boy is mine now!